On my knees, I'm beggin for the answers standing in front of me.
I believe, there can be something from nothing,
He is the [bad word] you seek, believe.
I've fought for so long, so many prices paid,
To keep this train upon the tracks, so many times my dreams collapse.
 [bad word] 
I'm on the edge of reality,
my sanity, my sanity.
Please take my hand and lead me to a place to rest my head.

My head explodes, my lungs implode,
gauge out my eyes, for the millionth time.
Demons in my head, they drown me with regret,
this bottles all that I have, so many times my dreams collapse.
Until my [bad word] to rest, I’ll be here bangin my [bad word] head.

I don't own this track, it's from their respective owners.
 [bad word] 
I'm on the edge of reality,
my sanity, my sanity.
Please take my hand and lead me to a place to rest my head.