Can do it like everyone does it
can't love it like everyone loves it
I'm so far away from it
I am afraid to try again with it
can't feel it like everyone feels it
Can't seen Can't talk about it
but I still dream about it
I'm so far away from it
I am afraid I could never get back to it [bad word] on close your eyes
touch my skin
make me free
I want to see
how it would be
if I, if I could feel

I remember the time before
everything was open, every door
the boundless treat met every season
don;t know if that's the reason [bad word] on close your eyes
touch my skin
make me free
I want to see
how it would be
if I, if I could feel

I'm so far away from it
I am afraid I could never get back to it
hold me, hold me
you told me that you want to help me
kill me
kill me
kill me 
now [bad word] on close your eyes
touch my skin
make me free
I want to see
how it would be
if I, if I could feel