let me apologize to begin with
let me apologize for what i'm about to say
but trying to be genuine
was harder than it seemed
and somehow i got caught up in between

let me apologize to begin with
let me apologize for what i'm about to say
but trying to be someone else
was harder than it seemed
and somehow i got caught up in between

between my pride and my promise
between my lies and how the [bad word] gets in the way
the things i want to say to you
get lost before [bad word] the only thing that's worse than one is none

let me apologize to begin with
let me apologize for what i'm about to say
but trying to regain your [bad word] was harder than it seemed
and somehow i got caught up in between

and i cannot explain to you
in anything i say or do or plan
fear is not afraid of you
but guilt's a language you can understand
i cannot explain to you
in anything i say or do
but hope the actions speak the words they can

for my pride and my promise
for my lies and how the [bad word] gets in the way
the things i want to say to you
get lost before [bad word] the only thing that's worse than one is none