Loneliness is to live in a world with no one there 
you fall on your knees in prayer 
asking God for rescue, no one there 
I shall die as my years drag by 
Oh why? why me Lord? 

I hear the rattles and tatters of home 
kick over the buckets of the [bad word] dry 
I can see, but I don't care 
nothing is the best gift you can find 

 [bad word] resh 

on my past suffering 
your voice is at last, smothering 
to [bad word] with your excuses 
what do you know of desperation 
you people never feel the pain 
of dark eyed angels in a desperate [bad word] 
in a desperate [bad word] 

I hear the rattles and tatters of home 
thrown over the edge, my eyes are dry 
I sit in the darkness of my own device 
and search my soul for a paradise 

 [bad word] resh 

eat my flesh and drink my blood 
tomorrow I'll be [bad word] 
eat my flesh and drink my blood 
tomorrow I'll cry 
yes, tomorrow I'll... die 

loneliness is to live in a world with no one there 
release the stroke of virtue and despair 
I shall die as my years drag by