I. Somehow You Love Me

My heart is gone
It drove to the shore
Swam out in the night
Way out pass the lines
I heard that now 
It lives in the south 
Of west central Spain 
Drinking off the pain
'Cause inside I'm broke 
I'm cracked, I'm alone
No hope for a change
No way to erase
The world would be 
Better without me
So how could this be?
Somehow you love me
Somehow you love me
Somehow you love me

II. [bad word] Up Past The Point Of Fixing

Stepped out to see the stars fall alone on the neighbors lawn.
I held my hand on my head down waiting to hear your call.
I thought I saw your headlights in the dark driving by our house.

I'm going out my mind.
I'm giving up the fight this time.
Love me or let go, no longer care if I die alone. 

Whole world is waiting, watching to see when your gonna fall.
Ten thousand faces staring, your back is against a wall. [bad word] up pass the point of fixing, so tell me what went wrong.

I'm going out my mind.
I'm giving up the fight this time.
Love me or let go, no longer care if I die alone. 

'Cause in the darkness of my mind I used to dream of suicide.
I'm gonna pull myself out before I die.

I'm going out my mind.
I'm giving up the fight this time.
Love me or let go, no longer care if I die alone.

III. 8 AM

Now it's eight in the morning, 
Up all night just walking around.
I'm hiding out here under the window 
By the sink where we used to laugh all day long.

I wait till I see you walking 
From the bedroom down to the kitchen.
Fingering your hair into curls while talking 
On the phone resting on your collarbone.

Here [bad word] again, head is hanging low.
You put down the phone, take me in your arms.
And I'm all alone, with you, my love.
Did you hear [bad word]  [bad word] over the words I said last night
While wishing I never saw your eyes 
Swell up with tears dripping down your thighs.
I can't let it go, I'm lost inside.

I can get so low.
Seems like there's no up and I'm all alone
So take me in your arms knowing I'm the one.

IV. Zig Zag

I turn around to say how could you still love me. 
Sun is shining, lighting up your face.
You stare off into space not knowing what to say.
Searching for the words to set things straight so I say...

I'm a Zig Zag sideways, upside down, out of my mind
What's the point of living if were all just born to die.
You say why? Why ask why?

I say "I get [bad word] up."
You say "delusional."
Somehow will you still open your arms?
 [bad word] with me" you say, we step outside to face the sun
Yesterday I dream that it would all burn down to dust.

V. Daybreak

Take a breath, turn around.
See the [bad word] through the clouds
The light alive in your eyes.
Standing here by your side 
On an arm under the sky.
I know I want to hold on.

The letters left on the lawn.
The shadows crawling the wall.
The mirror shatters and falls.

I've been lost for so long, 
No more will to carry on.
So dark and dead and diseased.
Nothing left in the end 
And to pray is to pretend.
I'm tired of trying to believe.

So can we learn to forgive?
I wanna hold you again.
Can we remember our love?

I can get so low.
Seems like there's no up and I'm all alone
So take me in your arms knowing I'm the one.