[bad word] as I am,
I need your [bad word] as you are,
You count the days
But if I wanted silence, I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness, I'd choose to go
And if I liked rejection, I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know

And why can't you just hold me,
And [bad word] it is so hard?
And do you like to see me broken?
And why do I still care?

You say you see the light now
at the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all

But if I wanted silence, I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness, I'd choose to go
And if I liked rejection, I'd audition
And if I didn't love you, you would know

And why can't you just hold me
And [bad word] it is so hard?
And do you like to see me broken?
And why do I still care?

Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
I think I did have good days

And why, why can't you just hold me
And [bad word] it is so hard?
And do you like to see me broken?
And why do I still care?