Reaching depth of clarity
I'm not supposed to be like this
I should be on the top of the world
Is anybody out there like me?

I followed something's missing
Self control forcing me down
Whispers consume the air
Above Earth I'm endless

When the [bad word] falling
I'll freeze, I'm so afraid
When things start to flood me
I will drown in seconds
 [bad word] 
Fear - there's a way out
Touch of red - Break away
Nothing has it all
Bury the place I've been
I fear there's a way out

As if I ever had a choice
All in the hands of the energy
Once again I feel the quicksand
Swallow me, tonight I won't [bad word]  [bad word] 

The weak in me should know
I'm as sober as I could be
 [bad word]