i can't see how things fall apart so easily 
still i can't find forgiveness in my heart to let it go 
i look inside myself and what do i see? 

anger and hostility 
falling apart
keep it together
trying to make ends meet 
 [bad word] got the best of me 

things seem so black and white 
just like it used to be searching for my confidence 
searching [bad word] 
it's got the best of me