Learn to live without
Being loved to give up you aspirations
This is a world that’s scared of your dreams
That scared of your hidden [bad word] 
That’s why it will degrade you
Make you into [bad word] man
You’ll hide your desire to exist
Call it love if you want but it’s just something [bad word] 

But I just implore you to kill me
And make my own erotic sacrifice
I just implore you to stay
And kill that stupid pride
That make me feel a man

We looked for [bad word] motive
That would make us forget the selfishness of our flesh
sense of security that spoke about us but nothing more
I bear the signs of [bad word] on my back
To desire is to suffer I bear the signs of [bad word] on my neck
To desire is to be weak