Story of my life 
searching for the right 
but it keeps avoiding me 
Sorrow in my soul 
'cause it seems that wrong 
really loves [bad word] 
He's more than a man 
and this is more than love 
the reason that the sky is blue 
The coulds are rollin' in 
because I'm gone again 
and to him I just can't be [bad word] 

[Bridge:] 
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
and it kills him inside 
To know that I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 
 [bad word] ] 
I don't want to do this anymore 
I don't want to be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't want to hurt him anymore 
I don't want to take away his life 
I don't want to be... a murderer 

[Verse 2:] 
I feel it in the air 
as I'm doin' my hair 
preparing for another day 
kiss upon my cheek 
as he reluctantly 
as if I'm gonna be out late 
I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls." 
lie I didn't have to tell 
Because we both know 
where I'm about to go 
and we know it very well 

[Bridge:] 
'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
and it kills him inside 
To know that I am happy with some other guy 
I can see him dying 
 [bad word] ] 
I don't want to do this anymore 
I don't want to be the reason why 
Everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
I don't want to hurt him anymore 
I don't want to take away his life 
I don't want to be... a murderer 

[Breakdown - Verse 3:] 
Our love 
his [bad word] 
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head 
Get it over with 
I don't want to do this 
anymore 
whoa-oooh 
anymore... 
 [bad word] ] 
And I don't want to do this anymore 
I don't want to be the reason why 
And everytime I walk out the door 
I see him die a little more inside 
And I don't want to hurt him anymore 
I don't want to take away his life 
I don't want to be... a murderer - oh 

murderer 

No, no, no, yeah, yeah