the first night of autumn came too soon, i could see my breath disappear into the cold black sky, your hair danced in the wind as i held you close, a tear ran down my cheek and hit the floor, you whispered il see you soon but we both knew it wasn't [bad word] 
I never thought id let [bad word] to this, shivering in the city streets, still breathless and still broken the red lights dimmed out
the heavens opened on the dead drive home with your [bad word] through my mind. your voice drowning out with the rain on the window, so easily we can fall. my eyes so close and glued to the [bad word] headlights , with each flash of light i tear myself apart. i watched the leaves fade from green to black and die, around my feet.
i couldn't kiss you one last time without letting you know your always be mine.