[Intro]
Ayo, before I start this song, man
I just wanna thank everybody for bein' so patient
And bearin' with me over these last couple of years
While I figure this sh** out
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Is anybody out there? It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself
No one seems to know my [bad word]  and everythin' [bad word] from
Can anybody hear me? Yeah, I guess I keep talkin' 2 myself
It feels like I'm goin' insane, am I the one whose crazy? Yeah..

(So why in the world, do I feel so alone?
Nobody but me, I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there, who feels the way I feel?
If there is let me hear just so I know that I'm not the only one)

[Verse One]
I went away I guess and opened up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew I was goin' through, growin' pains
Hatred was flowin' through my veins, on the verge of goin' insane
I almost made a song dissin' Lil Wayne

It's like I was jealous of him 'cause of the attention he was gettin'
I felt horrible about myself, he was spittin', and I wasn't
Anyone who was buzzin' back then coulda got it
Almost went at Kanye too, God it

Feels like I'm goin' psychotic, thank God that I didn't do it
I'da had my a** handed to me, and I knew it
But Proof isn't here to see me through it, I'm in the booth
Poppin' another pill tryna talk myself into it

Are you stupid? You're gon' start dissin' people for no reason?
'Specially when you can't even write a decent punchline even?
You're lyin' to yourself, you're slowly dyin' you're denyin' your health
Is declinin' with your self esteem, you're cryin' out for help
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[Verse Two]
Marshall you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow
All I know is I'm wallowin', self-loathin' and hollow
Bottoms up on the pill bottle, maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow
My sorrow echo's in this hall though

But I must be talkin' to the wall though
I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin' 2 myself)
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know
I've turned into a hater, I put up a false bravado

But Marshall is not an egomaniac, that's not his motto
He's not a desperado he's desperate, his thoughts are bottled
Inside him, one foot on the brake, one on the throttle
Fallin' asleep with writers block in the parkin' lot at McDonald's

But instead of feelin' sorry for yourself do somethin' 'bout it
Admit you got a problem, your brain is clouded you pouted
Long enough, it isn't them it's you, you f**kin' baby
Quit worryin' 'bout what they do and do Shady, I'm f**kin' goin' crazy
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[Verse Three]
So I pick myself off the ground and f**kin' swam 'fore I drowned
Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice, suffice this time around
It's different, them last two albums didn't count
Encore I was on [bad word]  Relapse I was flushin' 'em out
 [bad word] to make it up to you now no more f**kin' around
I got somethin' to prove to fans 'cause I feel like I let 'em down
So please except my apology, I finally feel like I'm back to normal
I feel like me again, let me formally

Reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know
The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no
Signs of slowin' up, oh and I'm blowin' up all over
My life is no longer a movie, but the show ain't over homos

I'm back with a vengeance homie, Weezy keep ya head up
T.I. keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up, don't let up
Just keep slayin' 'em, rest in peace to DJ AM
Cause I know what it's like, I [bad word] with this sh** every single day and um
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