[bad word] White"

There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass 
In her miracle mile  [bad word] ]
"You were from a perfect world 
world that threw me away today 
Today [bad word] away"

pill to make you numb 
pill to make you dumb 
pill to make you anybody else 
But all the [bad word] in this world 
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut 
And she was waiting to fall 
Just bleeding like a polaroid that 
Lost all her dolls  [bad word] ]
"You were from a perfect world 
world that threw me away today 
Today [bad word] away"

pill to make you numb 
pill to make you dumb