I'm a good friend and an excellent lover
I can fool myself just like no other person can
I'm turning into a twisted man

I haven't got time for any selfless deeds
What I do for you is indirectly for me
I'm a stubborn boy, there's nothing here that you can break or destroy

Then as I count sheep in my bed
train of worry pullings through my head

Last night I dreamed I died alone
Through all my talk of self-defeat
fearful bomb ticks underneath
Last night I dreamed I died alone
From now I'll curb the cynical speaking
It seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through me

Someone once said I don't have any feelings
Well I think that emotions can be misleading
And thinking back, I might have nailed the coffin shut with that

As I tend to cry in a room full of laughter
Is the cheese finally sliding off of it's cracker?
I don't know I'll just prepare myself to let it go

As I count sheep in my bed
train of worry pullings through my head

Last night I dreamed I died alone
Through all my talk of self-defeat
fearful bomb ticks underneath
Last night I dreamed I died alone
From now I'll curb the cynical speaking
It seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through me
It seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through me
It seems that dream has sent the biggest chill through me

Last night I dreamed I died alone
And apart from when I lost my virginity I've never been know to frighten easily