I am so much afraid to sleep
I'm afraid to close my eyes
At night, i find myself so deep
In horrible [bad word] nightmares

Every night in my dreams
My body is scarred
I do not know what it means

I am trying to stay awake
Not to lose my mind
I have no right for mistake
Can not sleep, can not lay
In a dream I stand on the blade 
Fall to the right or left 
Deadly choice in front of me
I [bad word]  not to lose breath

Shades from the past;
Chasing my life; 
I'm going insane; 
They are screaming my name
 
Every time When the night falls 
The nightmare begins again 
The darkness envelops my soul
Screams pull me deep within

When the stars shine in the sky
The darkness envelops my soul
But I'm still going to try
Nightmares won't make me fall

Not to lose 
My mind
I'm going insane; 
They are screaming my name