In the back of my mind, 
Well I fought my god 
Cause all of the [bad word] that's in my time. 
But I can still see the birds 
And where they went this year. 
Our winter made things hazy 
And I know that I was losing site of my hometown, 
And in my blacking out 
I think I let you down. 
Don't let them try to save me 
Cause I'm already crazy. 

And there is something in your face 
That pulls me far enough away. 
I guess that I always knew that I'd find you 

When I thought that I'd be letting out my darkest now, 
And in my climbing out I think I let you live. 
I wish you'd try to save me, 
Your silence makes me crazy. 
It takes a lot to say that something is fate, 
I kind of know where you're headed. 
I too up front, or am I just on time? 
Well where is your head at? 

And there is something in your face 
That pulls me far enough away. 
I guess that I always knew that I'd find you
When I thought I reached my point,
I let them down.
I slept in the worst part of this town.
You are my song and you are where I wanna be.

I want to take those steps I never have. 
I need to stand up straight 
So I can feel your breath. 
I really think for once that I can change.
It's really not that bad. 
I'm learning now that I was wrong in everything 
And that's the reason why I think that I can grow. 
It's really not that bad. 
It's in the way you had, 
It's in the way you had me all wrapped up 
Like I'm a part of something finally, 
And I'm never looking back.