Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts [bad word] again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliver it to my heart
Please strike
Be deliberate

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Wait
 [bad word] undone
Irate
 [bad word] undone
Too late
 [bad word] undone
One looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
 [bad word] undone
One looks so strong
So delicate

Choke choke again
I thought my demons were my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet sugar gun
Does not protect me

That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now

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I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like i'm not getting better
Not getting better

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