Lying on my back on a railway 

Looking at the sky and its full moon 
In the back of my head I feel [bad word] wheels 
Shaking my memories 
Its getting darker and darker and darker 
My hands are frozen and [bad word] out of my mouth 
As I whisper my last words 
Seem to fade away 
 [bad word] ]
The train is moving forward and closer 
Cant stand up and walk away 
Once I made my mind up so long ago 
Now I cant change 
It is just too bad 

I feel so left alone, so forgotten 
Nobody knows where I am, no one misses me 
Cold [bad word] from my eyes 
And the cold is freezing my last tears 
Like Im only half in my body, I cant feel 
I think Im already half gone, I cant think 
Its getting colder and colder and colder 
I cant breathe 
 [bad word] ]

Cold metal - burning in my back 
Cold cold metal - freezing 
Cold cold metal - my head will burst open 
Cold cold metal - its been too much