I watch tragedies
no dignity
so powerless
I must confess
as I stand by
never even try
part of the machine
never to be clean

I must embrace the [bad word] 

Its not that I dont care
the thought of it rips my soul apart
Its not like Ill never act
I just dont know how to start

watching it everyday
Is a just punishment that I deserve
I am the hands of the devil
everyday I sink to a deeper level

I cant
ignore
the pain
of doing nothing
no more
the line's
been drawn
I know what side Im on
I must embrace the [bad word] #33;