Lyrics:

I gotta know that your heart beats fast and
I gotta know I'm the only one for you
what have I [bad word] 
I'm a [bad word] monster
when all I wanted was something beautiful

my love too much
your love not enough
my love too much
your love 

Oh,, what it takes out of me to lay by your side
Oh,, well it aches and it aches
you make me wanna die
I gotta kill you my love
I gotta kill you my love
Oh,, what it takes out of me to lay by your side

You said forever, now you look right through me
you said forever, did your words fall short like you?
what have I done?
I'm a [bad word] monster
when all I want it was something beautiful

my love too much
your love not enough
my love too much
your love...

Oh,, what it takes out of me to lay by your side
Oh,, well it aches and it aches
you make me wanna die
I gotta kill you my love
I gotta kill you my love
Oh,, what it takes out of me to lay by your side