Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blowtorch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning

So tired that I couldnt even sleep
So many secrets I couldnt keep
I promised myself I wouldnt weep
One more promise I couldnt keep

It seems no one can help me now,
Im in too deep; theres no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
 [bad word] train, never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow Im neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile? 
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded? 
Lifes mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just a-drownin in the rain
With a ticket for [bad word] train

And everything seems cut and dried,
Day and night, earth and sky,
Somehow I just dont believe it
 [bad word] train, never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow Im neither here nor there

Bought a ticket for [bad word] train
Like a madman laughing at the rain
little out of touch, a little insane
Its just easier than dealing with the pain
 [bad word] train, never going back
Wrong way on a one-way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow Im neither here nor there
 [bad word] train, [bad word] back [bad word] train, tearing up the track [bad word] train, burning in my veins
 [bad word] away but it always seems the same