I'm tired and twisted
 Barely breathing buried in the dark....i coulda been
 Don't be concerned that's just the power
 Of a breaking heart
 How good am i hiding it?

Look i got some bad intentions
 Guilty as [bad word]  charged
 Still standing stable more than able
 Cuz i know who you are
 I know the birthdays, anniversaries,
 All the first days i missed
 I regret them all
 But now i know this

“I know that god exists
 I held her in my arms
 I never knew i was able
 To ever feel this strong
 Take me off your worry list
 It'll be better that way
 I'm really fine and Mar’ there’s nothing we haven't talked about
 So take me off your worry list
 I said throw it away”

“Yeah, this is what my life is about
 I might've been gone but i never walked out”

I've taken a thousand red eyes
 To change your point of view
 What kind of man would take the [bad word] you break
 And still follow through

Cuz i'm standing right here
 And you may not show up
 The same gate 14
 Where honestly i'm just sick of calling your bluff

And its just embarrassing
 That i nearly threw up
 While i'm trying hard to change
 The things i always [bad word] up

And at the top of my list
 This visitation's no relationship
 But i gotta make the best of it
 Cuz i know

“I know that god exists
 I held her in my arms
 I never knew i was able
 To ever feel this strong.
 Take me off your worry list
 It'll be better that way
 And i'm doing fine and i got plenty of friends around.
 Take me off your worry list
 Just throw it away
 Well its time to stand up on my own for her
 Cuz i'm packing it up
 And [bad word] today”

I couldn't wait to finally pick my family up
 Everything is quiet and covered in snow
 There's something wrong here

Nobody's at home

I'm back in the drivers seat
 Heading back home
 Yeah, back to Texas
 On my own

“Take me off your worry list
 It'll be better that way
 I'm doing fine and i got plenty of friends around
 Take me off your worry list
 Just throw it away
 Yeah it's time to stand up on my own for her
 I'm packing it up and [bad word] today”

“This is what my story's about
 I might've been gone but i never walked out”

I'm packing it up and [bad word] today

“This is what your story's about
 My pretty little girl can you figure it out
 If it helps to know so there is no doubt
 Just listen to the stories, not everything is glorious
 Some hurt, some love, some shout

I fought the world and i lost that bout
 And you are what my album's about
 I might've been gone but i never walked out”