Disappointment’s who I am,

Who am I to give a [bad word] 
My whole future’s gone, it’s right out of my hands
“You are nothing but a pest!”
I will spare you all the rest
I crawl down, to my knees 
And I ask, “Will you please
accept me?”

There is nowhere else [bad word] All of this can’t be undone
And after all of this inside
I’m down to none

It’s really a cryin’ shame
There is no one else to blame
But who cares,
I will make up [bad word] to my own game!

No one knows what I can do
No one know this power’s [bad word] And one day I’ll show you all
And I’ll do it all for you

Make me out to be a fool
Don’t forget this [bad word] rule
When you’re gone they will not miss you one bit.

Every one is doing fine
Happy, laughing and sublime
But they cannot see the chains on me that bind
But some things will never change
Well isn’t that really strange
No one’s left, I’m alone, or something in that range

No one knows what I can do
No one know this power’s [bad word] And one day I’ll show you all
And I’ll do it all for you

And although I’m trash today
I will turn to you and say
“Surely tomorrow I will be something”

Nothing gets you nothing in this/ World of ours there’s something amiss
Magic spells of blue and yellow /resulting in a low bellow
Putting on a mask might get you/ Far enough but nothing is [bad word] Look at me deep in the limelight/ Finally a beautiful sight
Present past and future me can /focus now it’s clear to see that
All those nights that ended with tears/ started out by hiding my fears
tatarata ta

I’ll be seeing you
In the town I thought I knew
I’ll see you, through that crooked old door
And I’ll see the girl I used to know before

No one knows what I can do
No one know this power’s [bad word] And one day I’ll show you all
And I’ll do it all for you

Make me out to be a fool
Don’t forget this [bad word] rule
When I’m gone, you will miss me more than you have ever known
Even though my future’s gone
And I’m only but a pawn
I’ll be here when you need me
From the dusk until the dawn

So I won’t forget the past
Keeping on until my last
Whether ugly or in beauty
I am going out with a blast 
ah

Brace yourself, for me
 ’cause you ain’t seen nothin’ yet
Disregard who I was
 ’cause you ain’t seen nothin’ yet
I’m just warmin’ up
I’m just warmin’ up

Bring it on

Nothing gets you nothing in this/ World of ours there’s something amiss
Magic spells of blue and yellow /resulting in a low bellow
Putting on a mask might get you/ Far enough but nothing is [bad word] Look at me deep in the limelight/ Finally a beautiful sight
Present past and future me can /focus now it’s clear to see that
All those nights that ended with tears/ started out by hiding my fears
tatarata

Oh, you ain’t seen nothing yet.