I never thought that I could stand now its [bad word] Fighting a war that I know were meant to lose

We may believe that its ok, we may believe were not afraid
But underneath now we know its not the same

Its been too long [bad word] 
Its not enough to make me stay and look at you
 [bad word] Beautiful Ruin

Too many times you ignore me and the [bad word] Not listening you wont realize Im singing this for you
 [bad word] Beautiful Ruin

Is it so hard to throw it away
Is it so hard to throw it away
No its not hard to throw it away
 [bad word] Beautiful Ruin

Now I wont let you leave me (Beautiful)
Waiting for something
Tried for so long but [bad word] 
Dare for me not sing
Stop wasting you chance now (Beautiful)
To fall apart and its
Too late to go back, [bad word] 
Too late to go back!