The smoke of memories in my eyes
The room is sleeting kind [bad word] in winter white
In holiday disguise
To sabotage my mind

Dismiss the urge to reminisce
To miss your stupid kiss
The shot at happiness
It never did exist
And I don't care if it did

'Cause I won't cry
There's no turning back
Merry Christmas
Happy [bad word] new year

I see you everywhere
I see you everywhere I breathe
You are the devil king
The [bad word] of my dreams
You're poisoning my sleep

And I won't cry
There's no turning back
But it makes me sad

And this year it's going to be
Just like you never knew me
Peace and quiet
Happy home
How I love to be alone
Merry Christmas
Happy [bad word] new year