Restricting
Feel this for me mother [bad word] 
Beneath this cracked lifeless soil there is freedom so sweet
Filthy, diluted and breathtaking
Shedding my sucked up insides
I created a masterpiece
So [bad word] deliberately crafted
To taste this bile and sharpen my teeth

Cannibalistic I will only digest myself
Cannibalistic I only digest my own flesh

Sleep only in famine, fever, or failure to breath
Diseased I find my faith in restricting

Can I be a father to cold [bad word] impulses
Breeding like roaches inside me
Can I be a father to cold [bad word] lies
Generic and deep

My instincts are flawed
I'm starved and too weak to believe
Exoskeletal
Empty and grounded
In an insect malfunction
I tore off my [bad word] wings

Restriction is all I own
I can't stop before I starve to death
This craving is pulling me down

Exoskeletal
Cracked and dead
 [bad word] stop