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I leaf my diary notebook every night

your name is on every single page of it, I read and break(inside)

I did tattoos of your name all over my body

so you believe, that one who is always remeber you is me

whoever asks me: how are you, I answer everything is great

nobody knows how much your place is empty here(how greatly your are missed)

now, I understand how is empty (how it feels)

"empty" means "witout you", "without you" means "empty"

I always think your absence would [bad word] okay for me tomorrow(it wont be bothering anymore) [bad word] and I see I want nothing but you

I dont talk to anybody, there is no funny joke

it is obvious that there is no spring after all winters