I love
And hate you
Stay here
But leave me
I want
but don't need
Just die
Within me

Once lost i never found myself
Years of chaos take their toll
And my mind seems lost

No wondrous cure, no miracle
So long have i just tried to hide
The flaws too great, no more pretending

Just bring me the head of my chimeras
Just have to find the cure 
for my own bane

This poison i created, injected by all grief
My own toxin i maintain

All of that became my toxin...
Toxin...