blue light no speaker
am i getting through?
puzzling words to you quite vexing
no one's got the [bad word] 

been [bad word] in pieces
failing to abide
the cancer in me i'm not fighting
makes [bad word] and hide

i try to have you see me
knocking down your door
sadie james i'm inside out
getting thinner
put the [bad word] in you

cos i'm breaking here