Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes 
Sometimes I forget I'm alive

I feel [bad word] and I've gotta get out of its way 
I hear it calling and [bad word] cause I can't disobey 
I should not listen and I shouldn't believe
But I do, yes I do 

She turns me on 
She makes it real 
I have to apologize 
For the way I feel 

My life it seems has taken a turn 
Why, in the name of God, would I ever want to return 

Peel off our skin, we're gonna burn what we were to the ground  [bad word] in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around 
I wanna kill away the rest of what's left 
And I do, yes I do 

She turns me on 
She makes it real 
I have to to apologize 
For the way I feel 

And nothing can stop me now 
There is nothing to fear 
And everything that I ever wanted 
Is inside of here 

Whoa, whoa, whoa 
Inside of here 

Now I just stare into the sun 
And I see everything I've done 
I think I could've been someone 
But I can't stop what has begun 
When everything is said and done 
And there is no place left [bad word] 
I think I used to be someone 
Now I just stare into the sun