I'm the one who doesn't check the height,
Never imagine I may fall down.
When I start my flight, it's like going a bit insane,
It's all inside me, whatever they say - 
I don't choose it, anyway.

I'm so scared of [bad word] days,
I'm like the desert awaiting for the rain.
It's a deep, deep feeling
That tears up my head and my heart,
I doubt I can fix it and make it right.

They say I'm strong
And I have to be,
Even if I'm not.
One day I'll [bad word] the one
You wanted me to be.
But the more I laugh,
The bitter it hurts...
I'm looking forward to the moment
When it stops.

I'm the one who doesn't fit this life.
And it turns out,
The fate doesn't like me as well,
But I'm [bad word] to find the way
To cure the wounds inside - 
I'm not lucky at any of them.

It took too long to get over this,
I'm like the wing awaiting for the wind.
It's a huge horrible feeling,
That tears up my head and my heart,
I doubt I can fix it and make it right.

They say I'm strong
Yes, I have to be,
Even if I'm not.
One day I'll [bad word] the one
You wanted me to be.
But the more I laugh,
The bitter it hurts...
I'm looking forward to the moment
When it stops.