Lean against the night and laugh
As I try to scale the walls
Ignored futility
Fills the air
You’re only there
To watch me fall
Watch me fall
Watch me
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If only pure sweetness was offered
Why’s this bitter taste left in my mouth?
If I could catch my breath
Just to exhale
I’d know
That I
Held it in too long

From [bad word] a faint smile
new vantage, such a view
Familiarity now disowned
Just sit and stare
As I walk away
Walk away
Watch me
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Whoa....
 [bad word] 
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If only pure sweetness was offered
(The bitterness)
Why’s this bitter taste left in my mouth?
(The sweetness)
If I could catch my breath
(My breath)
Just to exhale
I’d know
That I
Held it in too long