My forbidden desire
Shone deeply within mine eyes,
Archaic visions awakened
Hidden beneath forgotten memories..
Seemingly endless phantoms
Parading
Devilish apparitions,
Dance amidst the folly
Of my sleeping drama.
I hear their cries
Bathing in moonlight..
This lascivious breed I scorn
My raven skies embellished
With traces of bloodless depravity.
I speak of celestial adoration
Divine lamentation..
And tears of infinite mourning..
My utopia do I cover
And hate being my [bad word] form of love.
My nemesis unmasked
My own face do I see..

Torn in silence..
I have seen the majestic beauty
Of darkened landscapes and ivory gates.
O what fools can they not see I am lost
Endless battles they fight for my soul!
No pity, [bad word] do I now ask..
Let me suffer alone in my own misery..
My children shall never abandon me..
Poor souls can they not see they are mine,
dying rose do I now give to each of them
An eternity of my love and death..
Ornamental disgrace as they envision
Their dying savior before me
As his children to forever [bad word] mine.

Ashen mortality,
faceless entity within them..
How is it that I feel
Their saddened wishes?
Time passes.. dreams die..
And I silently kiss away their lives..