I never thought I would feel this way

Something's happened and I've changed

Could it be that I only found you to lose myself?

But you'll never know, you will never know

Cause you can't see my eyes following you from a distance

Hungry for each move you make

I'm watching when you dream at night, can you feel my pain?

But you'll never know, you will never know

Cause you won't see the fight inside, the cuts and [bad word] 
See the side I hide that's so [bad [bad word] 
See the fight inside, so sick and useless

I won't free the freak in me

I gotta die on my own

I barely can control the way I'm feeling

You're alone, asleep, I'm here

I'm so close I can almost taste you, I feel you breathe

Got to stay away, got to stay away

So you won't see the fight inside, the cuts and [bad word] 
See the side I hide that's so [bad [bad word] 
See the fight inside, so sick and useless

I won't free the freak in me

I gotta die on my own

I just cannot stand it any longer

Can't control the urge so strong

The other side is finally taking over now

I can't help myself, I can't help myself

It's time you see the fight inside, the cuts and [bad word] 
See the side I hide that's so [bad [bad word] 
See the fight inside, so sick and useless

I won't free the freak in me

I gotta die on my own

See me, feel me, free me, bleed me

Now I'll free the freak!