kimekaketano wa itsu no koto dattan darou [bad word] kono mi wo kizamu youna omoi

tatoe shinkyou ga nibutte seihoukou ni nomikomaretemo
seishin okasu dainamikusu furehaba [bad word] zetsubouteki shoudou [bad word] kenjou ryoku wa hakanaku chittemo
tsukihanaseba ii kara

saegirareta shisen netsu wo [bad word] kizutsukeyou [bad word] tsumi wo seou
reject me

sonna ni [bad word] mono ga
mainasu ja nai to dame kai
nanimo iranai tte sou [bad word] mou nidoto sono kao wo kocchi e [bad word] to
sou kikoenakatta noka
I don't want you to be alive

dokomade sutereba ii kono koe sura
katachi wo ushinatte kieteiku
to the end

kimekaketano wa itsu no koto dattan darou [bad word] kono mi wo kizamu youna omoi

saegirareta shisen netsu wo [bad word] kizutsukeyou [bad word] tsumi wo seou
reject me erase me
kill me like I did to you

I wonder when it was decided.
That this abandoned part would be etched into my thoughts.

Even when I took a positive outlook in my weak mental state,
And I erased the erratic dynamics that invaded my heart, 
It was all a desperate attempt as my usual strength gradually faded.
You can forsake me.

Save the heat of your [bad word] gaze.
I'll burden your sins as scars.
Reject me.

Is it bad? Is it so wrong?
To wish for such a thing.
You said that you didn't need anything.
That you'd never turn that face this way again.
Didn't you say that?
I don't want you to be alive.

You can reject me as you please, as long as it's by this voice.
Separated and erased from its form.
To the end.

I wonder when it was decided.
That this abandoned part would be etched into my thoughts.

Save the heat of your [bad word] gaze.
I'll burden your sins as scars.
Reject me erase me,
Kill me like I did to you.