[bad word] ok

I’m seating on [bad word] 
Its eating my mind
I know you care about me
But I’m ok
I close my eyes
Wish you could be mine
At the end of time

 [bad word]  Nobody is to join our world
Nobody is to burn my soul
And its the only way to keep my self-control.
Nobody is to join our world
Nobody is to burn my soul
And its the only way to keep my self-control.

I hide my heart
Behind these [bad word] lies
I’m not sure you want to see me
In these ugly lights
I close my eyes
Wish you could be mine
At the end of time