should I love you, or hate you, leave you, or call you?attach my self to you? or what should I do with you?should I hug you, or push you away, betray you, or promis you?my feeling to you is strange, why don't I [bad word] it?this feeling of mine can destroy mountains, make them vanishbetween my love to you and hating you is a think thread I can't [bad word] the closeness, and I can't stand the awayness /I feel strange things when I'm between your hands.lots of times I get afraid of you and others I get worried about you.I can't [bad word] the closeness, and I can't stand the awayness