ALL THIS TIME ALL I HAD WAS YOU
NOW YOU'RE GON ANDI JUST NEVER KNEW
NOW I'M OUT HERE ALONE WITH NOBODY TO [bad word] AND I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW, GOD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
I JUST SLIPPED THROUGH THE CRACKS AND LEFT MY LIFE BEHIND
AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I'M TRYING TO FIND

YOU WERE MY SHINING STAR, MY GUIDING LIGHT
IF I HAD YOU NOW I'WRAP YOU UP SO CLOSE
AND TELL YOU THIS ONE LIE
I AM NOT AFRAID

WHAT HAVE I GOT TO LOSE?
WHAT HAVE I GOT TO GAIN?
I KEEP ASKING MYSELF AS I PUSH THROUGH THE RAIN
WHY DO I EVEN TRY?
WILL I EVER DEFEAT ALL THESE DEMONS IN ME?
WHEN I KNOW DEEP INSIDE
THAT I AM SO AFRAID, I AM SO AFRAID

I GAVE UP MY INNOCENCE, EVERYTHING THAT'S ME
BUT THERE'S NO RAINBOW OR POT OF GOLD
AS FAR AS I CAN SEE
SO WHAT AM I FIGHTING FOR, AM I TRYING TO SAVE
WHAT I'VE ALREADY LOST AND I JUST CAN'T FACE?
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO, I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO SAY
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, I THINK I'LL BE OKAY
AND I AM NOT AFRAID, I AM NOT AFRAID

WHAT HAVE I GOT TO LOSE?
WHAT HAVE I GOT TO GAIN?
I KEEP ASKING MYSELF AS I PUSH THROUGH THE RAIN
WHY DO I EVEN TRY?
WILL I EVER DEFEAT ALL THESE DEMONS IN ME?
WILL I EVER BELIEVE THAT I AM NOT AFRAID?