Silence is ringing in my head
Stuck on repeat
Not much longer I'll be dead
So just forget me
I'm losing my mind
And I don't think you could save me this time

And it goes
 [bad word] 
On and on
And I just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear off?
On and on
When will I get through this? [bad word] to my own down and out

I'm falling deeper in this hole, to disaster
I'm gripping what I thought control, was falling faster
I'm losing my mind
And I don't think you could save me this time

And it goes
 [bad word] 
On and On
And I just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear off?
On and on
When will I get through this? [bad word] to my own down and out

It's dragging on
I'm wearing thin
I can't stop these walls
They keep caving in
It's gone too far
Where's my mind?
Why can't time stop fear this paranoia?

It's a never ending story!
and it starts with me!
It's a never ending story!
And it starts with me!

And it goes
 [bad word] 
On and on
And I just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear off?
On and on
When will I get through this? [bad word] to my own down and out
 [bad word]  [bad word] (It's never ending) [bad word] to my own down and out [bad word]  [bad word] (I'm falling further) [bad word] to my own down and out