I woke up today 
Woke up wide awake 
In an empty bed 
Staring at an empty room 
I have myself to blame 
For the state I'm in today 
And now dying 
Doesn't seem so [bad word] 
And oh, I don't know what to say 
And I don't know anyway 
Anymore 

I hate myself for losing you 
I'm seeing it all so clear 
I hate myself for losing you 
What do you do when you look in the mirror 
And staring at you is why he's not here?

You got what you deserved 
Hope you're happy now 
'Cause everytime I think of her with you 
It's killing me 
Inside, and 
Now I dread each day 
Knowing that I can't be saved 
From the loneliness 
Of living without you 
And, oh 
I don't know what to do 
Not sure that I'll pull through 
I wish you knew 

I hate myself for losing you 
I'm seeing it all so clear 
I hate myself for losing you 
What do you do when you look in the mirror 
And staring at you is why he's not here? 

I hate myself for losing you 
And oh, I don't know what to do 
Not sure that I'll pull through 
I wish you knew 
And oh, I don't know what to say 
And I don't know anyway 
Anymore 
No, no 

I hate myself for losing you 
(I'm seeing it all so clear) 
I'm seeing it all so clear 
I hate myself for losing you 
What do you do when you look in the mirror 
And staring at you is why he's not here? 
What do you say when everything's said? 
Is the reason why he left you in the end? 
How do you cry when every tear you shed 
Won't ever bring him back again? 
I hate myself for loving you