out here 
i can barely see my breath
surrounded 
by jealousy and death
i can't be reached
i've only had one call
dragged underneath
seperate from you all

this time 
i've lost my own return
in spite of 
everything i've learned
i hid my tracks
spit out all my air
slipped into cracks
stripped of all my cares

i'm so tired 
sheep are counting me
no more [bad word] no more energy
no more patient
you can write that down
it's all too crazy
i'm not sticking 'round