Let me travel away from 
My broken god
She doesn't even live
She plays her part
Can I? I cannot
Kill this thought
You aren't mine but I know that

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I can feel it
Blood and fire through my veins
I won't bother
Trying to stop this game
I mean it
There will be no turning back
And if you [bad word] You will only be left
You will only be left black
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One more illusion
I need to throw it away
Impale me and cut me
To make my day
dozen more scars that
She wouldn't see
I will not leave,
won't break free but 

Crippled her senses
Just cannot be defined
She smells my submission
I don't feel fine
The taste of my sickness
Is not bittersweet
Rely on me, [bad word] me
So that I...