Here I am still I try to find out where I'm really now
What has been I have laid it down forgotten on a shelf
An old pair of shoes I've grown out

There's never enough to take when you're [bad word] away from emptiness

My days seem like wasted. I'm [bad word] 
I'm grieving, believe in the change in me
I'm lost alone and [bad word] 

Now You're gone, I send my spirit out to
wander all the time
And my flesh, it is waiting for a time to be realised
All in one's hand , a touch at least

Confusion, nothing real
I'm lost without, I feel I'm almost gone

My days seem like wasted. I'm [bad word] 
I'm grieving, believe in the change in me
I'm lost alone and [bad word]