I need a summer but the [bad word] and gone
I need a summer but it's winter in my heart
It's all the same 
The [bad word] up game you play with me
I need to hold you
But you're [bad word] back

I can't get
Any lower
I can't find 
All the pieces of my broken life

I need a summer but the [bad word] and gone
I need a summer like a winter in my heart

I can't get 
Any lower
I can't find
All the pieces of my broken life

But I try..
I still try