It's getting harder to just keep on pretending, 
That our love will have a happy ending, 
But I won't cry, and I'll just try, 
To carry on as the curtain's falling, 

Opened my heart and told you you could take it, 
I never thought that you [bad word] and break it, 
And now I know, that's how it goes, 
And if I'm strong, well I just might make it 

And then I think of you, 
And heaven seems so far away, 
I'm hiding on the thrill,  [bad word] apart again 

Take to the hand to hold myself together, 
Is this the end, of always round forever? 
And I think I have lost my mind, 
For good this time, but I'm trying to find it 

And then I think of you, 
And heaven seems so far away, 
It's all I need right now,  [bad word] apart again 
 [bad word]  

And then I think of you, 
And heaven seems so far away, 
It's all I need right now,  [bad word] apart again 

This beating train of thought, 
It won't go where I want it to, 
I'm hanging on a thread,  [bad word] apart again