I turn from the world but the world turns me
They show you the way but I can't even breathe
So I grit my gnashing teeth against a fence I
cannot see
And wish to [bad word]  [bad word] there was no in-between

Secondly but first of all, just because and why
I list the constant questions I kept 'em all
inside
But you won't give your thoughts to me so I won't
give you mine
And you won't waste your words on me so I won't
waste
your time

You betray everything when you refuse to see
The [bad word] of your trial is lost so listlessly
You watch us go by as we laugh and we cry
You look down and realize you're not who you think
Could there be anything?

Embracing the pendulum so I do not fall behind
And I'm weaker than the next in line
So I'll do my best to represent the evidence of
all that I've spoken

With a withered, twisted finger you're turnin'
back the time
With a withered, twisted finger you push 'em all
in line
And you smash to [bad word]  bits your world when
everything's alright
And you smash to [bad word]  bits my world when
everything is fine

With a withered, twisted finger you're turnin' back
the time
With a withered, twisted finger you push 'em all in
line
And you smash to [bad word]  bits your world when
everything's alright
And you smash to [bad word]  bits my world when everything
is fine

You betray everything when you refuse to see
The [bad word] of your trial is lost so listlessly
You watch us go by as we laugh and we cry
You look down and realize you're not who you think
Could there be anything?

Embracing the pendulum so I do not fall behind
And I'm weaker than the next in line
So I'll do my best to represent the evidence of
all that I've spoken

Watch the world go by you
Each time
Feel this one day, forget the next
Live life through lies
Empty inside
Wondering why
Just give it up you're not for real
Don't know a thing about how I feel
You're just a lie because you try
To believe
What you won't see and nothing's [bad word] If you give up and if you lose [bad word] away when things get gray
I won't be left when you confess
When you admit you're full of [bad word] I [bad word] and take your side
I understand that's all you have
But it's just not enough
There'll never be anything
To justify your wasted life
You've fallen so far behind
And we're weak as our one best try
So I'll let it fall and die away and whatever's
left is forgotten
Forgotten