Lost and alone
I'm light as a stone
Repeat this process everyday
Nothing's my own
The dreams that I've grown
I won't control and throw away

I need to make a decision!
I need to make it right!
I need to lead the parade
Or this [bad word] will [bad word] take my life!

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test [bad word] my tormented life

This curse is my own
It follows me home
It's like a child that wants to play
The thoughts in my brain
The subconscious pain
Makes me think "why do I stay?"

I need to make a decision!
I need to make it right!
I need to lead the parade
Or this [bad word] will take my life!

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test [bad word] my tormented life
I want to kill my decisions
I want it to be right
I want to pass my test [bad word] this tormented life

I'm happy...
Everything is wonderful...
So happy...
It's beautiful...

I need to make a decision!
I need to make it right!

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test [bad word] my tormented life
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test [bad word] my tormented life

(I'm so happy...)
I need to make it right!
(Everything is wonderful...)