Intensify the pain as I speak these words 
So personal to me do I make things ten times worse? 
Throwing all sense of caution to the wind 
The next tragedy will begin where this one ends 
With everything thats happening I allow 
If I held this all inside I'd be dead by now 
Reality dawns & ends the world of make believe 
Suffering silently is done I know my day [bad word] 
I die every time I say these words that kill something in you 
The word made flesh the word is flesh 
With everything thats happening I allow 
I let this out & it all affects you somehow 
Reality dawns & ends the world of make believe 
I've only said what I felt to play the hand that I was dealt 
So I'm unsteady but my cards are right here on the table 
Suffering silently is done I know my day [bad word] 
Breaking my bones this friction its burning like a sick addiction 
I refuse to place the blame but who ever you are go back from 
where you came