Your screams are still so close, drifting around me. 
It tears me to pieces, not letting me go,
This neverending wish.

Your warmth, which lingers in my hand, has faded away. 
When I realized it, I began to cry.

I want to disappear soon...

The fading breaths that rise up repeat over and over. 
I crawl on, so weak and timid, 
But I can't face forward anymore.

Embracing this pain, I've lost the courage to look up. 
I search for hands that will hold me so tightly. 
I want you to answer with a voice that will never change, 
With words different from what I remember.

I've lost the courage to watch the path that would take me into the light. 
I reached out the hand that you let go at that time, 
As if to paint out the time I had with you to make sure it was real, 
Though this hand cannot reach you, ever.

Like this, I will continue to wait for the morning 
Alone, painting out that same picture.