I’m losing line of thoughts
My hands are getting colder
I’m not a man I used to be
I feel kind of lost
But [bad word] sober
Fading into obscurity

It’s been too long I can’t control
Myself by lie I’ll never find my peace
Guilt-ridden I cannot deny
Who wants to live like this?

It’s been too long I can’t control
Myself by lie I’ll never find my peace
Guilt-ridden I cannot deny
Who wants to live like this?

Covered with the shame
I’m a stranger to myself
I’m a stranger to myself...